I can’t remember what it felt like to scream and cry for hours and hours. I can’t remember what it feels like to feel my heart break, I can’t remember what it feels like to feel anything.
I’m just a shell of a person who used to feel so much, who had so much love inside of them. The emptiness is overwhelming.
When I think back to the person I used to be.. It feels like that person died. And now I’m just a hollowed out boy with circles around my eyes and an empty chest where my heart used to be.
I believe one day I will heal, but I might have too many scars to even notice.