You think my anxiety is a joke.
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nadyaelmo17 and trying too hard.
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Dark, confusing tale of an anxious person.

You think my anxiety is a joke.

by nadyasufie

You think my anxiety is a joke?

But you don't realise the pain i go through.

You say i'm being dramatic

When my emotions take control of me.

I shiver, i ponder, i distract myself.

I hurt to feel something other than reality.

You're tired of seeing me this way

Yet you stay here and blame me all day.

"Quit acting this way", "You're so self-absorbed"

But you don't get it.

You don't hear voices. YOU DON'T HEAR THEM DON'T YOU.

They haunt me all day.

It's me. IT'S ME THEY WANT.

Again to the land where I am fat. I am ugly. I am worthless.

Reality & this land. They're all the same

But after all the explanation

"You're not good enough" the voices say .

"I don't care about you anymore" you say.

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bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
9 months agoReply
This is a wonderful introspection into a mind that is damaged and the results are anxious behavior as defensive mechanisms. It is extremely difficult for someone outside the field of psychology to deal with it. My heart breaks for you. I know it is not your fault. Great job!!!!

chachaSMILE
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i know this feeling :(