I Hate Myself
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pieces of a slam poem; it’s rather depressing

Source: ClickforTaz https://m.youtube.com/wat...

I Hate Myself

by ClickforTaz

I hate myself - I hate my face, my body, the environment that I’m in.

I’m filled with so much hate I don’t even know what to do with it.

To this day I can’t hold a conversation without saying the word sorry.

Like 15 gazillion times, to say that I’m apologizing for just being me.

Some days I stay up awake at night and the silence is so loud it overwhelms me,

I can’t sleep or eat.

Filled with so much negativity till negativity became me.

Because I wasn’t brought up to be proud of myself and love who I am.

No, I was told there were expectations and limitations and fought for every can’t to be a can.

So filled with hate I suffocate. “this is my fate”, I tell myself as I try to pick myself up but

it’s too late.

I can’t do this anymore.

I’ve gone weak, my life’s bleak and I’ve been starving myself for more than a week.

I hate myself. And I’m filled with so much hate that I don’t even know what to do anymore.

I hate me.

(All credits to ClickforTaz. Subscribe to her on her Youtube channel. The link in the description.) (P.S. Being the cynical depressed person I am, I cut out the positive parts of her slam poem, and added in some negative ones. So yea. Sorry bout that.)

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