by Mudit Jain
When I first saw you; you seemed to be alike of others
When I first observed you; you seemed to be disgracing as others
When I first interacted with you; you seemed to be negatively aggregated as others
When I first judged you my soul ordered myself to stop, to stop myself from being an easily concluding soul
When I first admired you; internal and eternal beauty seemed to be alluring
When I first judged you; flaws seemed to be complementing
When I first asked myself am I paying too much attention towards your nation? My heart polite maybe you are my ultimate destination
I slapped myself hard; gave my rapids of emotions a required resistance
When the disbelieved fog of illusions was cleared from my marathon track; my souled eyes could see your name as final destination; MYOPIC??? Or I was running from my shadow?
Days moved on, nights gone but dumb stiff mind continued to be prickly as thorn
When I first got to know and admire you from heart; soul contradicted on that part. Maybe soul was too cold to complement with the heart
Days moved on nights gone, but icy soul showed no sign to melt on
Then when I first left my soul isolated, it indicated that consolidated cold and rigid heart was getting impaired by alluring warmth of emotions and time
If I say I fell love with you then; I wouldn’t contradict but add it to like as corrected
Did I let my emotions conquer my heart? Maybe I wouldn’t contradict on that part
Was it that time when an intense bond of connecting, relating was felt; compelling my heart to melt?
Or you weren’t my heartbeat but heart that’s beating instead
When I was high enjoying song of rhythmic heartbeats; I was quite offended by non rhythmic pulsing beats
When I realized we were the owners of different crowns; I was broken deep down
I picked up my pieces now where to begin?
Yes I realized that hardest part of ending is starting again