24th July 2020 was the day I was waiting for and it seriously felt like a decade when it finally came. The last scene and those twinkling eyes looking back at yours with a smile and a Seri.
Is it actually a Seri ? That is when I lost it completely , broken , hurt, demolished , trying very hard to gather myself with my heart shattered into a thousand pieces .
People have come up with videos and facts to prove it that you were ignored by the industry and were never given enough credit.
That is true to some extend of course and I wont disagree with it . But tell me the truth did you even care? There are peddlers pushing their agendas to promote themselves and their causes.
Every single person who wants their two bit has an opinion on your life. Firstly he didn't give a fuck about all the attention opinion that has been circulating in social media for a long time.
And to all the sarcastic and hypocrite people who started posting random opinions on mental health and not being in touch with him, to all those people ,
it's understood that you guys care more about your social image and you don't even give a crap if he actually lived or died.
I know that right now you are actually laughing at these people who are penning an emotional note to you and telling you to rest in peace actually didn't even know you before the 14th of June.
But I really have to blame you for breaking my heart and making me cry. I am sorry I know you never wanted to leave....
That night I didn't sleep much , kept looking at the sky hoping to see you in the clusters of stars up there.
My tears prevented me from looking up but in my mind I kept on reciting silent prayers so that I could see you one last time.
Thank you for the beautiful heart made of clouds that you presented me the next morning . At that moment I apperceived every single wish which I had .
I know it vey well that you are there and will forever be , I had actually lost all hope but now I have gained much more strength that before.
I will love you forever and always to infinity and beyond.... See you soon on the other side.