The moderators have broken out
They have left my head and I'm now alone
The anarchy that fills my brain is no longer organized
There are no "last resorts" and there is no "help"
I am doing this alone now
Everyone left me alone with myself
I'm fighting by myself And I'm getting tired of fighting
What did I do to deserve this
Plenty, you pushed them away, you lied about that, you said you were just tired, you promised you were clean, you didn't trust them, should I go on?
I wish I had listened to you
I wish I let you help me
Maybe you would be here still
The chaos I've set loose in my head is deafening
I wish I wish I wish you were here today
I want to fix things I want to fix us
I've broken us, I can't get this back, I can never get us back
The thoughts swirl around
The thoughts kill the sound
They make me "tired"
I swear I'm just tired