I'm sorry for not saying anything
it's been a while, hasn't it?
in truth, I wasn't sure I'd ever come back
but I did
I'm not sure what I'm supposed to write anymore
my experiences have become rather mundane
what I can tell you for certain is that I'm still not happy
I can also tell you that I've not yet felt requited love
I wonder if there's something wrong with me?
then again, with the walls that I've built
I should expect not to be sought after
I think people just think that I'm not interested
the truth is that I am interested
I'm just afraid of being hurt
sorry for the hiatus, I didn't mean to just disappear and I apologise if my last post made anyone think I'd hurt myself - since my unnotified hiatus I'm in a much better state mentally,
although I am suffering from things here and there.