Fourteen A gentle kiss on the lips. “I’ve never felt something like this.” A not so gentle rub in between. “I love you , my queen.” On my back, him on top. He leaves for her and tears me apart.
Sixteen Adorable dates, his family is great. “You are my forever.” Not aloud out, “I love you no doubt.” Tries a goodbye, he hangs, “On purpose I’ll die.” Oh no. A gun, a knife. “You can never leave.”
Seventeen No protection, baby bump. “It’ll fix everything.” Pinned against the wall, “You’ll be a terrible mom”. Big decisions, no support, “It’s all your fault”. Childless and depressed. He fades and leaves behind my scars.
Wrists slit, another wish “We’ll get hitched”. Gone, I fill the whole. “Your unstable”, I find a handle. “Let me fall for you.” A never ending trail. “Honey, please don’t bail.” Smile, smile... it’s all pretend. Guilty, guilty... I want amend.
Eighteen Godly man, I relax. “I swear that I love you.” Another girl, what a whirl. “It was just a mistake.” No give, just take, “You hold the weight.” Shirt ripped, tears drip, “You’re the one to blame”. Just one bruise, “Wipe your tears”. After years, I must leave.
Twenty Broken and toxic, “Just show me your tits”. I fill the void, “you’re such a good slut”, I tense up. Wait what’s this? “I’ll buy you ice cream.” Yes! Forget it, I cannot be fixed.