It feels like I am drowning.
Somebody please help me.
It feels like I am endlessly falling.
Is this a dream?
If this is a dream, can somebody please wake me up?
Can you wake me up?
You´re just sitting there, reading this and expecting my story to be entertaining?
I´m in pain.
Is that entertaining to you?
I´m lost, the least you could do is help.
You don´t want to help me do you...
You´d rather sit and watch me drown.
Cuz it´s only a story right? It isn´t real. I´m not real.
Well what if I was? Would you help me then?
I wouldn´t blame you if you wouldn´t.
If you aren´t going to help me...
Or am I just eternally stuck drowning?
Am I stuck having one sided conversations in my mind?
My lungs feel like they´re collapsing.
Do you know what that feels like?
I hope you don´t. It hurts.
I guess I should take the time I have left to say goodbye.
Not that I would need much time...
The only person I can really say goodbye to is you.
You´re the only one who can hear me.
You´re the only one who cares enough to listen this far.
With every second that passes... I feel more pressure.
It feels like it´s been hours, but in reality, it´s most likely to not even have been a minute.
I´m starting to feel nothing.
My head feels light.
It hurts so bad.
My body is aching as I sink lower.
Will anyone ever find my body?
Will anyone care enough to even search?
I want to scream, but all that comes out is a muffled sigh.
This is it. This is the end...