So Sad

I've wanted to die.

Needed to cry.

I've been unable to cope,

in the absence of hope.

I hurt, inside and out.

I would scream and shout.

I would cut and bleed,

and let my darkness feed,

on the fresh blood.

A taboo wet flood.

No matter how hard I try,

I don't know why,

I hurt so bad,

and feel so sad.