Edgy
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mipoetMy psychiatrist says he'd vote for me.
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Edgy. That’s a word for it. This feeling that I’m having.

Edgy

Edgy. That’s a word for it.

This feeling that I’m having.

But that doesn’t describe it.

It’s more like I want to jump.

Jump right out of my skin.

But really think about that.

Jumping out of your skin.

That would hurt immensely.

So here’s the crazy thing.

I still want to do it. Why?

Why do I want that pain?

Because, I found a way,

to take a sick pleasure,

in inflicting pain upon me.

It’s a powerful release,

from the thoughts that go,

in circles over and over,

through my hurt mind.

Truly, the physical pain,

is better than the mental.

But I can’t leave myself,

covered in large scars,

so I write, and write,

and when I am lucky,

then the pain will stop and,

the desire to jump, to hurt,

feels better for a little while.

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