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mipoetMy psychiatrist says he'd vote for me.
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The problem is. I don’t want to stop.

Cutting

The problem is.

I don’t want to stop.

I like the process.

The ritual.

Getting a knife.

Taking off my shoes.

Finding the perfect spot.

And a quick slice.

Burning pain and intense relief.

They ride in tandem.

Then I have to hide the scars.

When I’d rather just make more.

Temptation is bad today.

It’s eating at me.

Boredom, shame, anxiety and depression.

All working to weaken my defenses.

Just one small cut. Then another.

Then more. They grow.

Longer, deeper, more ragged.

Till I am out of room.

Then they heal.

And then I relapse.

Starting the process anew.

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