self worth/doubt a poem about living with your own thoughts **TRIGGER WARNING**
self worth/doubt a poem about living with your own thoughts


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There's nothing that can save me now I've gone down the rabbit hole

self worth/doubt a poem about living with your own thoughts **TRIGGER WARNING**

There's nothing that can save me now

I've gone down the rabbit hole

It's dark down here

Turn on the lights

But wait... you can't

There aren't lights down here where I call home

Nobody understands the world I roam

No sunshine

No unicorns

Blades litter the floor

I can't wash the blood out. That was my favourite shirt.

My arms are itching to be let out.

They want freedom as much as I do

I don't always want the pain. Sometimes I want the memories

This isn't some roller coaster you can ride with a free pass

I don't want a free pass

I want the depression

I want the pain of having a terrible self-image

I hate myself and I don't know why

Because I'm stuck down the rabbit hole

You can't love yourself when all you know is darkness

This is who you are now

Accept it and move on

Or don't

And risk everything you've ever had

Because in the end, it is your choice

Nobody truly can stop you

Just pick up the blade and slide it across the canvas

It is outstretched, ready to be painted

But it will only be painted with guilt

Because you couldn't do it.

One simple task.

You could have ended it all

But you chose not to

Why? For others?

Do it for you. Everything is about you now.

Cut

Cut

Cut

Die

Die

Die

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