We will notice this in time,
Saying we don't need anyone anymore, after a break-up or a ugly divorce.
Saying we don't need it anymore ,after our friend leaves us behind.
After you are alone.
Alone is the best!
Until you get off work on
Christmas Eve and go home ,
seeing families together,
couple holding hands and people who go places where someone is waiting for them.
Until you get a wedding invitation, a baby shower invitation.
Until you get into a relationship , but you still feel alone. It's not the right one. " I don't feel the right feeling."
You get in your alone bed and sleep.
And you let the time pass, day after day, month after month with this thoughts in your head constantly.
Until you lose the sanity, the balance of right and wrong.
You mechanically touch another's body, but is not there, both your mind and soul.
Nothing is there
Nothing is there ...today...
Nothing is there ... tomorrow...
but the day after ...one drop of anger , sinks in
Then ..one drop of greed, One drop of sadness, One drop off loneliness. And the drops keep going!
Soon you mind and soul goes numb.
The more you go into the wrong direction ,the more you want the right feeling.
You let yourself fade away , waiting and hoping the right one will appear ,before it's not to late!