Sometimes I want to scream, And explosively let out everything. Other times I want to get lost in a dream, Where I’m aloud to be all I can be.
At times I want everything to be done, To find my release from everyone. But then I remember my beautiful son, And a light turns on where there once was none.
Motivation swoops me like an eagle fishing, I get up and take action instead of wishing. I feel as if no force on Earth could hold me back, Each and every day I’m ready to attack!
But then self-doubt slowly creeps into my mind, Anxiety and depression twist me into a mental bind.
Making me question my existence all over again, This constant back and forth makes me want to go insane.
But through it all I’ll always keep a smile on my face, Learning and growing, to improve in any and every way.
Things aren’t quite fixed but they’re well on their way, My actions will speak louder than anything I have to say!