About you, I shouldn't be thinking.
It's a curse, but you belong to someone else.
Into hopelessness I'm sinking,
wishing that we can be more than just close pals.
It's so hard to see you smile,
knowing that you smile for him, and not for me.
I am drowning in denial,
not believing that my love you cannot see.
It's so true. It's so true that my happiness exists with you,
and there isn't much about it I can do.
What to do? What to do if my life revolves around you?
I cannot just stop myself from loving you.
You are driving me insane,
and I cannot even tell you how I feel.
You are causing so much pain,
and my heart is like a wound that will not heal.
It's so hard to be around you.
I feel like crying every time you look at me.
It's a blessing that I've found you,
but it's tragic that you haven't found me.