I think it was the taught of happiness that was making me feel so sad.
The taught of once more being able to capture that moment when I felt happy.
It was my mind missing something I've never really had long enough to know how it feels.
YOUR MIND GETS A LONGING FOR SOMETHING.
Something it doesn't really know or understand and it creates a sadness within.
Maybe if I can learn to live with contentment that might be the best i can hope for.