I can't do it on my own.
You think I can.
Am I ok?
I dont know, honestly.
"You're doing so well!"
I just want to give up. Every part of me longs to give in, shut my eyes and stop.
Am I happy?
Pills can't take your thoughts away.
I could just ask for help.
that would be giving up. It's not adult like to ask for help but maybe I need it.
I can just get out of bed.
no I can't. No-one is coming to help me.
Why am I still sad if I'm happy now?
The darkness won't leave me.
It never goes away.