I'm starting to feel numb to it.
Confused as to what it feels like or what it even is.
The one person who loved me unconditionally, left this earth.
And now the other I thought did also, is acting like he wasn't even part of my birth.
Now I'm starting to feel like it's always gonna be a distant fairytale for me.
Even in my relationships, some friendships, and family just showing betrayal and deceit.
I feel like I'm in a constant battle trying to be loved, but they just come to break and defeat.
I've been trying to stay strong, cause I know I've done nothing wrong.
But when will it be my turn to feel love, or am I just not enough?
I leave it to you, God...