I'm Sorry I Called
I'm Sorry I Called panic attack stories

mem14 I'm not a great writer but I try 💜
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A panic attack described in (bad) poetry
*Trigger Warning*
Self harm, panic attack, depressing

Original work

I'm Sorry I Called

Choking back sobs I pull my hair

I scratch my arms though I don't care

Trying to distract myself from the pain of my brain

It feels like everything is on fire

My brain is repeating these cruel words

Telling me I'm too desprate

Too needy

Too unworthy

Deep down I know it's true

I'm sorry for the pain I have caused you

I know it's hard to see me this way

Head and knees bent

Where had all the air went?

I cry as I try to breathe again

Knowing this would be a fruitless attempt

I had called you when it had first begun

Now it's a bell that can't be unrung

I can hear your unsteady voice as you call out to me

But it feels like my body is adrift on the sea

I accept my fate as I float away

Only to awake a while later with an apology already on my lips

This is my fault after all

I'm sorry

I really shouldn't have called

*Original work so please don't copy

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