I wouldn't say it's awful. But i kanda don't know myself, again.
It's because of the person. The person's sadly in love. It's obviously wrong what I do. I can't stop beeing in love with Person. Person's so beautifuly dressed ,everyday. Replay.
I held myself quite but the most of the class recognized.
I'm nervous near person. It's a drag just thinking about it because I know it wouldn't end.
Is it weak what I'm doin? Wasting time? Thiking about it is like beeing in a storm and trying to stop it. You can't. You'd try hiding.
Why does it hurt so much? My heart's too weak to even let me think.
Person shouldn't know.
Maybe in a few years when I'm not lost anymore I'd tell her. Person's reaktion is priceless , no doubt.