Isolation
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meadowscribbles
meadowscribblesArt is a craving to be known.
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Trying to reach out with social anxiety, perfectionism, OCD, and body dysmorphic disorder is utter chaos.

Isolation

Trapped in a mindset of fantasy

Cradling beliefs with no foundation in reality.

Alone in a mind of oil

Staining all who brave my touch

Familiar faces soaked in anxiety

They stare with memories I long to forget

These glossy eyes that fear closing

moving

shifting

seeing

Worlds will fall

Perceptions will alter

These words are caught in my throat

Festering

How do I say hello?

How do I keep the conversation going?

Are they staring at me because they know I'm not normal.

Can they see my disfigured soul hiding beneath this skin?

This deformed skin....

Do they notice that I am an imposter?

Do they see how I react alien to how they do?

How I second guess each expression.

Words fall from my eyes without allowance.

The connection isn't there.

I stare down

Drowning them with every glance.

Words fall.

Flooding.

Making oceans of unspoken phrases.

Needs.

They breathe me in.

All the words I've never spoken.

They drown in my delusions.

And run away like mad men.

To a world, I can't seem to be a part of.

Trapped in a mindset of fantasy

Oil drowns me and dilutes my words.

Taking away who I am.

My words are my life.

But I cannot speak them.

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