The sounds of crying and screaming from those in pain. is all there is to hear slowly driving you insane. With no where to run and no where to hide. hoping the demons go away thinking you already died...

Any time i look back at my life, i immediately start to cry and my stomach tightens with pain. Just like a hurricane when i look back all i see is sadness, destruction suffering and distane.

so close I can hear its movements and I feel it's touch on my face. with my thought of finally what took so long, I'm done with this place.

This has been a warning from your local ex, it's only been a warning up until today. no longer will I deal with the pain and misery that you drug me through and don't give a f#$k what you say.

I use to want people to want to see me, now I do not want to see anyone. every time I see the disgust in there face and can't wait Intel the visit is done.

She even told him, no I don't want you.

Hey how's it going, long time no see, think we can hang out? Whatcha been up to? Sorry for sending so many messages. Don't mean to bother ya. Your not mad at me are you.?

Written down thoughts to get them out before they grow anymore.

And they feel as cold and lost as I am on the inside

Depressed? don't read my stuff

Your entire world explodes and crumbles right in front of you.

No matter what I want to do I'm never going to be good

What's the point and why am I even here.In A life filled with pain misery and fear.I work hard to build a life and have it where I want it to be. and turn and completely tear it down hurting all those...

Being flooded with memories of the past and all the evil things I already have seen.

To me, that's exactly how it looked inside my head. Back when my sanity was held by more than a thread.

beginning stages of being obsessed

Twice in my life, I found love and only once was it so pure and true. And in that period of my life, I learned a lot and you held my heart in a way that only you know how to.

these are actually my drawing of one of my inner demon thats been around the longest

Clawing at your eyes and ears not knowing what to do. With ears torn from your head and bloody sockets with eyes no more.

Every tragic memory not throw away butt saved to be used against me instead