By Maria Okumura
There are days when I'm truly happy.
when everything works out
when I feel loved.
but those are few and far between
more often there are days when I don't feel anything at all.
I'm not sad
or whatever else you seem to call me
I'm just there.
Sitting in the same spot
I'm always in.
I don't feel happy, even if I'm smiling.
I'm not sad, even when I'm crying.
I'm not angry, even though I can't force myself to talk to you.
I'm just there
I'm just me