Do you... know those moments in life - not even moments... like your entire life. When everything is just... grey?
Everywhere you look, everything you do. Nothing but gray.
Nothing sparks joy in life anymore, and you just... drift from day to day without really keeping track of the passage of time because it's all the same color. Grey.
Nothing to be happy for. Excited for. To look forward to.
Just... endless gray.
And the emptiness of a life full of mistakes and pain painting your life... grey.