Seeking attention is a part of every human, but how much is the differentiation. For the person that means the world to us, we thrive for their utmost attention.
We long for it, we need it and we cannot live without it. For this person is the world to us, this person is all we will ever need.
That's why when they fail, we complain and we complain, because we love.
We try to make the world revolve around them and we behold them in our hearts, but when they fail, we get hurt and damaged and that damage will only grow bigger in time.
We try to contain it, but failing at every corner, when everything that we do reminds us of what our dearest have done.
How can we forgive them? When in the moments of our weakness they have left us alone, when in the moments that we fell to the ground and couldn't stand up, we were completely alone.
Yet, we stood. Yet, we have risen and after all that pain and suffering, that agonizing feeling of loneliness, they demand their place back as our dearest.
But they do not know, what we had to go through, they did not feel what we have felt. We were completely alone and we have adapted and we have survived without them.
How can they demand their place back? We have already moved on. We find ourselves in no need of them anymore, then why bother with people at all.