by madspaige
My friends will never know That I compare myself to them every single day
My friends will never know I spend every waking minute, thinking about my appearance
My friends will never know I wish to have bodies like them
My friends will never know I can't look at myself in the mirror without feeling repulsive
My friends will never know I hate taking pictures with them, because I'm always the biggest one
My friends will never know I obsess over my physical appearance
My friends will never know I haven't gone swimming in years, because I am ashamed of my body
My friends will never know I fear for when warm weather comes and it’s time to wear shorts
My friends will never know I loathe myself so much, I can barely concentrate on any task
My friends will never know That I feel like crying when they talk bad about their bodies
My friends will never know That I feel self conscious every single second
My friends will never know The deep wrenching feeling I get when something won’t fit on my body
My friends will never know That I am always looking down at myself to make sure I look okay
My friends will never know How I feel when I undress and look at myself in the mirror in disgust
My friends will never know How stressful it is for me to go clothes shopping
My friends will never know The amount of times I've cried inside fitting rooms
My friends will never know The feelings that I endure about my body every single day
My friends will never know.
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