Hey dadd... i was wondering where are you right now? What are you doing?but i will never know because you won't reply if i text you .. even if you do i dont want too .
9days ago i just had my birthday and you didnt even send me a happy birthday text ,6 days ago was chritmas and might as well you haven't sent me a mesage with a happy christmaas and TODAY?
Its the fuckin new year day and as well you havent sent me a happy new year message and the worst part is that i felt guilty when you had birthdayy and the day after you birthday i just went
to buy that shitty present to you to make itt but now?
I regret it i regret ALL OF IT espeially I regrat letting you in my lifee i forgave you after all the pain you put me trough i try to blame myself for all of it but not noww i know that
i didnt did a thing to push you awayy i wasnt even bornn....
its you the bad person its because you are nott responsible ,
you were a coward man to show what you did to show your lady that you cheated so you decided to say you aren"t my dad and that i always try to understand but now i know ..
you are nothing more than a di**. i have learned my lession noww ..
all you care about is you and your moneyy butt dad if i can call you daddd remember all the money you will not take them to your cofinn you wil pass them to your kidss not us causeee we are
not your kidss to your other its okay dad dont worry ... you dont have to butt i have to tell you ..
youre such a selfish mann do you ever wonderd who was my first kiss ,have you ever noticed the scars on my hands or legs ? The pain and the tears in my eyes ?
Do you know thatt 4 days ago i had an accident i could be dead ..would you forgive yourself if that would ever happenn i guesss you wouldnt even care ....
shitty man you promised you will stay forever and help me get trough everythingg remembeer that time when you said "you're my baby and i will not let anyone hurt my baby"i remember it
clearly caus that words are those wirds i always wanted to hearr so yes ..
i heard them and that day i felt the most special girl in the world but youu brokee everypromise you made and as well you broke something you can never fix you broke my heartt and money
cant fix it dont ever try to give me money to make me happy .. that is what you use to do to me..
you use to tell mee if i feel lonely i go shop to fill in the emptinies but what you cant undrrstand is that they do make mw happy but they will neverr fix thee scar in ny heart ...
its permenent dad even when i feel happyy it still there it still hurts