Thirst for love
Together still were apart from family...expected mother to understand me but was rejected by her love.....want my dad to support me but made me recognize I was selfish. Wanted a comforter but my friend just loved the smiley me .....
Lucifer
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That's not love......
He held my hand and promised me u will be a part of my world.....but now he promised her also that she is a part of his world. Maybe I am a bitch who trusted him whole heartedly..... when I meet him ...
Do you want to share a candy with me ?
drawing a smile to hide your sadness is the best way too stay away from toxic people. I don't dare to step out with my real identity ...... the beast are surrounding me with their sharp words.....that...
PAPA.....did you love me?
I don't know but the burden of expectations u gave me was so large ......it's still is quite heavy .I wish of holding your hand and facing the world it was just a dream . A sweet word for your daughte...
The Disgust in your eyes.....for me
Am I so disgusting in your eyes? Don't I have the rights to live peacefully. I don't want a happiness which last long nor do I have a lot of expectations from others . I am laying low still I have ...
How can you not feel.....
The poverty is striking my hands are empty to give the innocent. The bodies are laying out and rottening up no way to help them out. Fake kills us but promises are unkept . Trust is one sided we poor ...
Let me down slowly......please
let my dreams sink in your bed. Let my sorrows end on your shoulders . Let expectation she turn into illusions. Never turn to me even if it is my last breadth. I have waited for 5 years but now I am...
Why a miserable life ?
Long time ago in 2005 a girl was born in a middle class life . Her parents was happy expecting the second would be a boy but the second was also a girl . So the expectation of having a boy was just a...
The Engraved grave of my life
My heart is drowning in regrets what if I am dead other than shedding tears for the lost people . I lost my hope and trust in the world , cause my small world was shattered into pieces. My secrets are...
Will u marry me my wife ?
She was my half soul. She covered my happiness and sorrows with her soft feathers. Her smile made my day. Her last cuddling was to remind me her depature . The last day she dressed up as a bride but ....
MY Unwrapped Words
I ran away from my own thoughts , I ran away from my problems . But still I am compared . My happiness was swayed away by my lonlienss. The past makes me scared the present has a reason to hold up. DE...
Why me?
Life is also unfair to me my orientation , my past , my present all our dark stories which is hidden somewhere deep in my heart . The reason for my happiness has turned into ashes. Life always taught...
Things left unsaid
I had a lot to express ,a lot to said but my time was less. Even the last breadth was just allowing me to say I LOVE YOU. But from her diary I knew what she wanted to say ........ Thanks for being my ...