I haven’t quite felt
Like this in awhile
I kinda forgot
The intensity of it all.
I had a small -
Of decent quality
Still chipped on the corners
With a couple faded rings from glasses left with coasters
But a college student
Might’ve taken it for a dorm room for thirty bucks or so.
But now it’s just like it was at the start;
It’s all completely disassembled
With instructions in some dead language
That seems it’ll take a lifetime to translate,
If it’s even possible.
But the thing that’s different
From the beginning
When it was fresh from the box
Is that instead of just having no hope to begin with,
The hope I did have feels smashed to pieces.