You are not alone.
You are not by yourself in this world.
It is not you just trying to be you.
You are not the only one trying to find out what person you are.
You are not the only one who doesn't know your own name in a world of people who seem like all have labels that define who they are, and are perfect pieces that fit neatly into the puzzle.
You are not the only one who doesn't know your own body, when a universe of people know theirs so well that they can paint stars on them and smile when they receive the praises from others for showing off that art.
You are not the only one who doesn't know their own mind, when a pool of other beings are all shipping themselves and their bodies away to expand their mind and soul, because they know their head so well.
You are not the only one who can't get out of the black spiral of darkness every time you wake up, even though it seems an abundance of people come to life refreshed and content with their lives whenever the sun rises over the dark horizon.
You are not the only one who is used to the feeling you get when you greet death, when it seems handfuls of others break down when you even mention the fact that a world like this would be better off without you.
You are not the only one who feels the enormous amount of tension and guilt when you mistakenly brush against someone on the sidewalk, because god forbid you make a mistake, or else your whole world will fall upon you and never let up.
You are not the only one.
You will never be the only one. You were never the only one.
The world will not keep turning. The world will stop, and the world will cry. Because an astounding part of itself is now gone, and will never return.
The people you interact with daily will not brush off your disappearance and go on with their lives. Everything about them will change, because a big part of who they are is now gone.
You are not the only one who feels like they don't even have a mind, body, or spirit of their own.
It's just that your mind, body, soul, all of it, is hidden a bit better than other people's. And you will find them. Because you are smart, and you know the best places to look. Because even if it doesn't seem like it, no one knows the best hiding places like you.
It's okay if you're lost. You will be found.