I'm not enough
I tell myself no one will love me. That I'm not good enough. I believe it. No one has ever stayed with me. I am not enough
Love isn't real
I told myself love isn't real. It was never real. Everything I went through was because they never loved me. You cant love someone if its not true. It is not real
It will get rid of the pain
I told myself everything would go away if I hurt myself. So I did. I hurt myself and I still felt the pain. The pain of not being enough. The pain of all the heart breaks. It did not help.
You don't love me
I met you. And I told myself you don't love me. You never will. Love is not real. But you we're trying to help me believe but I was too far gone. Nothing is real. You don't love me
You're lying to me
You still didn't leave. I found it odd. Everyone leaves by now. But not you. I told myself you we're just playing with my heart. You just wanted to hurt me. You're lying to me.
You're still here? You do love me? I thought love wasn't real. I thought I wasn't enough. I was wrong. I lied to myself and you showed me that. I am forever grateful. Thank you. I was wrong