I thought I was ok.
Those blissful memories we have together cross my mind less and less
But when they do I can't help but feel it in my heart.
I haven't run into you
I haven't run into you Or talked to you
But I still think of you
So when I finally got myself out there to see someone else
Instead of building me up it tore me down
My heart broke again when he kissed me because I could not feel what I felt when you kissed me
Or when he held me
I thought being close to someone else would help me step forward, but it threw me down
All my emotions flooded back
It feels like anything can trigger my tears because I don't know how to handle this
I am unsure how to will my heart to go on
And I can't help but wonder if you're feeling any of what I feel