the things his master has said got to him, hurt him past any other human had before. it was a rare thing. it was unbelievable that a demon could feel things past hunger, or the occasional joy of eating a pathetic soul. yet he couldn’t bring himself to suck his masters soul right out of his body. the anger he felt wouldn’t bring him to that, even the pain wouldn’t. of course ciel would see him as a “damn demon,” who wouldn’t? a demon as a butler is also a rare sight. but a demon in despair was rarer than anything the grim reapers or even sebastians master will ever see.