How is it possible for one person to feel all kinds of complicated, mixed up emotions towards someone,
And that someone not feel anything at all?
Is it easy?
Is it easy seeing me break apart and fall just for you?
You always knew.
But you didn't do anything.
It would have been better if you talked to me.
It would have been better if you told me:
"Sorry, I don't like you."
You didn't do anything.
Not a thing.
And you know what hurts the most?
Is finding out that through all those torment and hoping,
You just stood there and watched.
Watched as my world practically revolved around you.
Watched as I made a fool of myself,
Hoping you wouldn't find out.
But you knew all along didn't you?
And it's humiliating.