Awakening to myself is like a self-reflection of who I wish to be
Am I happy? Maybe
Do I want to be alive? Sure.
Does eating cure the pain? Oh but of course!
It's all nothing but a miserable schedule leading to my demise
One: Eat breakfast Two: Watch T.V. Three: Hope for a better life Four: Walk my dog Five: Go to sleep and start the day again
When will my mind be sane to not repeat what I've already done? This clearly feels like insanity.
Why can't this irritability fade and scars not be so visible?
I Never know which road to take, what direction to go, because thankfully my minds as twisted like a spiraled staircase leading nowhere.
Dear Gemini, be sane.
Please go to sleep
Hopefully, you'll get your mind right by tomorrow.