You make me feel like a sinking ship in the middle of the ocean, Stranded with no help. But you fill my desires and show me love that I’ve never felt before, you have a way of twisting your ugly words to sound beautiful song.

Feel so cold in a room so hot. Saying I’m okay when I know I’m not. I’m losing my mind and it’s not coming back feeling like my hearts wrapped in my mind has turned so dark And the more I look for light, it seams less likely imma be alright.

Don’t pray for me I saw this coming. Please don’t say sorry, It’s not your fault. Trying to figure you out is like endlessly scrolling through safari Please don’t say your sorry, I know you don’t mean it

I see things that aren’t real. I hear things from people who aren’t around. You said you’d help me, instead you tried to drown me. I wish I could help you, but I want to see you fail. I don’t know what to think of you. I don’t know what you think of me.

You know those mornings you can’t get out of bed. The mornings that make you feel the whole world is against you. The mornings you can’t find the strength to pull yourself out of bed. The mornings you wish you could go back to sleep and not wake up.

Masks everyone wears them. I’m not talking about the literal mask you put on when you go to the store. I’m talking about the mask you self consciously put on when you hang out with your friends, or the other mask you put on in front of your parents, wo...

Those last words. The words that broke my heart. The words that made me realized I lost everyone and everyone I ever loved. Those last words made me realize I lost myself and can’t get it bad no matter how bad I fight.

I’m tired of these guys texting me cause they just not you it don’t feel right being naked with anyone that’s not you it don’t feel right kissing anyone else for the simple fact they not you.

I try to say how I feel but most the time I get talked over or the person misses my point or they say something like “you control your emotions” even tho you use all you fucking energy just to control your emotions.

I hate myself so much. Where did I go wrong to feel like this? What did I do? Is this my karma like an I that much of a horrible person? I don’t get it.