Im strong I know it. I can do this. Keep on fighting.
Waves are crashing. Undertow - a spiral pulling me downwards. Into the deep blue
Can't breath. But I keep fighting. striving against the water. I cut the surface, grasp for air
Another wave hits me. Drags me further down. Dark blue. Keep pushing. So close.
Whitecaps overrun hope. White defeating white. Now there's only blue. Tears mix with water.
For a minute i stop fighting. Stop withstanding the flow. Dark blue stains my mind. And I - I let go.
I know I can do it. I know. I am strong.
But flowers are not made for the ocean.