I can feel it inside me.
It intensifies every second. Engulfing every inch of me as I tried to control it.
I tried to tame it.
But with every step I take it becomes more vicious. I can't breath.
I feel so alone.
I lie as easily as I breath, I don't know why. I always tell them that I'm fine, that I'm okay. Even though I'm not.
My heart is pounding as my body began to tremble.
I try to keep my breathing steady.
It's so hard.
Have you every just want to disappear and just give up? When you just can't handle what's around you and you just want to be finished with it? I feel it every single day.
Then I took a deep breath. Letting everything out.