I was always wondering and asking what would happen next.
Because I want to be prepared, but I don't really feel alive, there is this emptiness inside me and it's always there.
Whenever I feel my heart pounding...
It's something that makes me so surprised, It was something mystical and astounding at the same time,
Sometimes, all the fight has drained out of me.
But I still try. Because I have a purpose, it was for them. I want to see them happy and live a fulfilling life. We all want that don't we?
There are times when we are dead but alive.
When can I finally start being alive and start living? That question that I always ask.
But sometimes, after all the pain you've felt,
that's when you start being alive.
We are all alive for a reason, why we still try to fight.
“Funny, how it took a little bit of pain to remember that certain parts of yourself were alive.” ― Adi Alsaid, Let's Get Lost
To my friends and family,
For always making me feel worth fighting for. For making me feel more alive than anything else in the world. Thank you.