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lavender_willow the tides of my mind are not gentle
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i haven't written much recently. i've been so caught up in my head

i have yet to scream

i haven't written much recently.

i've been so caught up in my head;

i want to scream.

i want to get out.

i want everyone to hear me,

and see what i've become,

but they can't.

it's so quiet.

i'm

so

quiet.

i can't speak,

i can't say anything without trembling.

i am trapped

with that tell-tale quiver in my voice.

my words are lost.

in this abyss

in my endless journey down

i am lost.

still i see him,

nothing more than a silhouette-

but just as real

as if he were standing in front of me now.

sometimes, i lose sight of where i am

i get scared

i forget that i am no longer

three years old.

sure, he's just a memory now.

he can't hurt me physically.

he

will

never

touch

me

again.

but that doesn't mean he's gone.

he's still in my head.

he is always

in my head.

i want him to leave.

i want this horrid memory,

this ghost,

this demon,

to decide that

to decide that he is finally done

to decide that he is finally done playing with me.

he said it was a game.

that faceless monster,

he promised me

that

it

was

just

a

game.

i believed him, for a time,

even though it hurt.

then the truth set in,

and i was left here.

broken

and so

so

quiet.

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