4425 words read You were everything and nothing at the same time. You felt like everything because I had never had anyone like you before. It wasn't until long after we parted ways that I realized you were absolutely... I would love to know who made you feel so small. And what makes their opinion more important than everyone else's. We all speak of your perfection, yet you'd do anything to avoid looking into our eyes... Your life was more than halfway over by the time I was born. So I wasn't there in October of 1938 when you were brought into the world. But I was there in October of 2017 when we suffered through what... You broke my heart. Maybe it's selfish of me to say that because I know the world broke yours- that's why you're not here anymore. And maybe if I had made a point of telling you I appreciated you, it ... It's not even when I think about the day you died that I get sad. It's thinking about every day before that- the days I didn't call and the days I lost my patience. It's when I think about all your li... You never paid attention to me I guess it should count for something that you never abused me
It's crazy because you were here Last Christmas and last Thanksgiving
Have you ever had a cut or bruise that you convinced yourself would leave a scar? I mean, if the pain is unbearable and the wound shows no sign of fading, it must mean it won't heal. But then one day ... She thinks about me a lot. And it makes her sad, because she expected so much more out of me. And it's not that I didn't want to give it to her, I just wasn't ready. She wants to see me one day when h... I never expected to be that cliche person who cried at 2 in the morning after you died. And I know I've seen you in person for the last time -- you and all your mannerisms are forever stored in my min...