8729 words read It is such a crazy concept that not everybody struggles with anxiety. I can't imagine what it feels like to raise my hand in class without giving it a second thought. I want to go somewhere without pl... There's a wall in front of me that I'm struggling to break through. There's a cloud that hovers above me, waiting to rain down.
You can have her jewelry and her favorite perfume. I don't need any of those things. I have something you could never have. And I almost feel sorry for all you've missed out on, then I remember you ar... I miss you a lot sometimes. We never dated, and didn't even talk that often. But you were the best part of my high school experience. When you dropped out without telling me, I told myself I was over ... You saw things in me that I didn't know were there. "I'm glad you broke up with him," you said. "You're too smart and you're too pretty. " I knew you meant it and weren't just saying those things to c... Your friendship meant a lot to me for a long time. And I don't know how it happened, but you destroyed it. You don't understand it any more than I do. I guess I just got tired of being talked down to ... You made me feel bad about myself. And I don't know why I let the body-shaming get to my head. You're a person that constantly gets rejected, because nobody wants you in their life. I can see why. And... Break-ups are not contests. I will not race to find another person who won't even attempt to understand me. And I won't give up what I want just to be able to say I have someone. You made me feel lone... You were both the strongest and neediest person I knew. You had endured so many unspeakable things - things that nobody deserves. And you never spoke of those things. You never expected special treatm... I was so young and so dumb And I'm still both of those things