but my soul doesn’t yearn for yours anymore.
Lips that once made me feel aroused,
now only give me feelings of apathy.
The touch of you that once made me feel secure and loved,
now provide no refuge at all.
Am I paralyzed?
Am I dead?
Did the three years of lies, broken trust, and deceit finally kill me?
You have no idea how it feels.
You’ve never felt alive and a corpse at the same time.
You’ve never felt the dullness you leave behind after all the damage is done.
Will I ever feel love again?
Wait....did I ever feel love to begin?