After the initiation rite has come to a closure Varg tells me I am to spend time with Yaeger. She will teach me some Clan ways. I watch her play with Madda chasing him around in the fields.
They indulge in a game of hide and seek. Madda chases yeager as she swifly runs, bites gently into his limbs, rolling like balls of yarn their fur being the threads.
As it continues I am filled with a feeling of utter joy embracing the simplicity of the moment.
Yaeger joins me with Madda as our silent witness beside us. When we walk I realise just how tall she is. Her species is that of the Artic Grey Wolf.
We walk long in silence and as we walk I go into an almost meditative state. All sentient being opens up. I smell the fresh earth hiding under the grass. The musk of the earth balms the air.
There is a moist in the air, no sounds just the soft empty silence.
Each step I feel the soles of my feet sinking deeper into the grounds that carry me. My tiredness, my aching bones relax as i walk.
We do not pause for food until we reach the edge of the fields. High cliffs can be seen in a far foggy distance. "This is where Nor ends. What you see there is Snow Land.
At the other edge lays Caledonia. There our ancestorial brothers live, our sisters too. They are part of our Clan though as they have bewildered, they are now seen as each their own Clan.
We are the holy trinity connecting through the Great Cosmic Mirror". Closer, she comes and smells my skin. She smiles offering me her kindness.
"You are very important to us, Earthen, as you know we have been genuinly scorned by man, who has domesticated us, made us into exhibits.
We have never really understood their ways though we know their worlds. If only man could listen with their hearts to know the white feathers of truth.
Truth is not what you find it is how you find it...."
I streched out my hand and placed it softly on her forehead feeling a warm radiance growing between us. "I will not deny you of your original beauty" I say to her.
I know in this moment we both share the same vision as I hold it dear in my mind. Her voice seems slightly husky as she speaks again.
"Eternal snowflakes will always melt through Love and Love only. It grows lotus like. From muddy waters it finds the stems where flowers grow opening our eyes speaking in authentic language.
The way things are meant to be lays ahead, no nearer, no further"
For a while we sat by a huge rock, I dozed off into a halfdream starting to notice that I was getting quite hungry.
After a while Madda started to get restless, Yaeger tried to calm him down though he vaguely spoke a word, a name. Then I head it clearly "Thor" he said "Thor will bring his hammer.
Yaeger sharpened her ears, I could see them widen and receive kind of electric reactions . "Yes" Yaeger said" I can hear his chariot and the way the hemispheres make way for it.
We must start our way back now before evening falls. Come now let us rise". Her words so queen-like echoed in the darkening brooding clouds which cluttered into a dark sea above us.
After a while the air heated itself as distant drums started to roll towards us. An elemental orchestra started its overture where cymbals were set in motion.
The sounds increasing, thickening theirselves into a living breathing chaos. Skies blackened as crashing gongs entered the skies .
"Thor sails his chariot through our skies" Madda called out to us. "Yes my Madda" Said Yaeger "Hail Thor!".
Clouds seem to burst open like wild fruits, they seem to lower themselves trying to reach for us.
Clashing cymbals pressed through the air as a refrain started to form of sounds, of rain and of lightening. We walked on soaked and it seemed the storm had a cleansing effect on me.
Never before had I experienced its raw power. Some lightening was as bright as gold, others were like snakes spewing an unearthly venom upon us.
For a moment I feel the soil shake, as the tremendeous force of the lightening demosntrates its powers. WE walk soaked towards the edge of the fields where a small forest of birches appears.
Yaeger says the Silverwolves og there when there are storms or when there are unknown strangers in the fields.
Varg waits for us. He tells us to warm ourselves in the hive. We follw him up a hill where behind a large ring of birches is a dolmen. It consists of three giant stones.
The one forming the roof is long gone though out here we have a roof of birches. A ring of smaller stones forming the outer borders. There is an entrance, we follow Varg.
Here , there is shelter from rain and wind. The Hive is only big enough for two or three wolves. The others of the clan find shelter in the woods. There is another Wolf there too.
I have never met this Wolf. "He is Noadi" says Varg. "Our shaman, he knows each rune, each hieroglyph. He is an ancient soul who knew Anubis.
If ever you are in need of an answer you can ask him. Noadi knows" I exchanged glances with Noadi noticing that he had a presence which was felt right away.
"Cleanse thyselves from the energies of Thor" Noadi said in a dark voice. "Sun soon will set and night will unite us. Let us meet in dreamtime under a silver moon" His voice sounded warmer.
As he continued I felt myself being led into a trance forgetting my human doubts and thoughts. I felt like entering a state where only the present mattered.
I lay in the dark stone hive between Yaeger and Madda and fell into a long cleansing sleep