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yeah it makes me ache that’s why I am writing…Almost like I got to convince Myself…

N O T O SECOND CHANCES

I don’t believe in second chances. Baby if you cared… the first one wouldn't have been taken for granted…Attention and Affection is all I ever wanted… Every time you cross my mind I say to myself…why waste my time?

when you've just push me aside and can’t read between the lines… I’m not angry… just hurting inside... I want you to love me but I don’t know how to ask. I tell you I’m fed up in between screams, cuz I don’t know how to act…

…I don’t want to leave you but what can you do to make me stay ? You've given up … and there is nothing left for me to say.

It’s tragedy…and we have both gone our own way. so distance becomes my strategy…I guess it helps me pass the day

…funny thing is it makes me feel vulnerable, I hate not being close to you … but you are comfortable…almost like you can’t feel, makes me wonder if all of this was in vain . Was it ever real?

Maybe I love too hard and couldn't see your heart is made out of steel....

You’d promised to change , but none of this makes sense…You want me to put my guard down when you have nothing left to exchange… why does your happiness have to be out of my expense ?.. I don’t want this… worn out from being on the defense.

No to second chances... yeah that wont ever happen. there is just never any good time spent with you, no longer laughing...

…and yeah it makes me ache that’s why I am writing…scribbling my thoughts in paper instead of crying… Almost like I got to convince Myself…

I’m worth reading, I open up my heart to you but you aren’t seeing…my words hold value and my emotions are valid …but I’m just another book in the shelf receding…Collecting dust… Every time I forgive you it breaks my trust…

You say you care for me, but all you care about is lust. Intimacy is more of a checkmate...

you use me like it means nothing … but each time I take the bait…it may be I’m trying to connect, but connecting means nothing when is my heart I must protect ...you touch me and then turn away… got me thinking I need to set my mind straight …

This relationship has robbed me of love, time and respect…and I’m not going to sit around and wait. My patience has grown thin…

no more opportunities they are left in the bin, along with all the attempts I made to break in …trying to figure out when did we start to fall apart. When did it begin ? why did it start ? I’ve become used to not receiving any explanation…

odd that we were trying to build a life without a strong foundation… I don’t believe we saw it coming…all the let downs, the pain and frustrations…and yeah no relationship is perfect… but picking up the pieces on my own has not been worth it …

Because you have to want it… Once a chance been given… you have to cherish it and be driven…to care for what is there…

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