Have you ever been lost in life. It's a weird feeling right you kind of don't know how the thought occurred to you. But you know it just happens right.
You kinda get all sad all of a sudden and don't know what's wrong with you. You began to think what am I supposed to do, I don't know.all that kinda of shit
That's how most of my time is spent when I'm alone. Not all of it but sometimes. Sometimes I just feel scared to be alone with my thoughts it I kinda strange.
But you know we just move on as if nothing just happened just like waking up from a bad dream which we just have to forget.
And these thoughts just keep coming back once in a while don't really know how do we.
Do people think it's easy to control their thoughts and it's easy to reprogram your brain into thinking a certain way but the truth is the more you try to avoid it the more it come back.
You know its really impossible to predict what people think right . Its sort of like a spectrum of thoughts that people have .
I would challenge you to figure out what the next person is thinking right now, you literally have no idea right.
But more often times than not we just get the feeling of being related to someone as if you both kinda had the same thoughts as each other. It happens more with friends and family. Why is it so.
I mean I don't know how I'm not a scientist. But here is my theory , imagine you are in a very dark room.
A room where you cannot see the walls and nothing at all just like the night sky but with no stars darkness all around you.
Imagine if a thousand people were in the same situation as you only able to see the darkness. Most important thing you don't know that the people are there , you just see the darkness.
And in the middle of the darkness the is an apple you can see the apple and all another can only see that apple nothing else.
And what would you think all are thinking about, theoretically speaking all the thoughts the have at that time should be about or something related to the apple that we are seeing right.
Of course it should be considered by following various assumptions.
But the point here is people most likely have the same thoughts as you as we see that when people are often presented with similar situation as others they tend to have the same spectrum
of thoughts as others simply put the kind think the same way as the other person to some degree. And often this is the basis by which connection with people are made just like making friends.
Have you wondered "what is the point of life?" like what's the point of living. Does anyone care to know cause I do.
So I guess a common answer to this question is what people give me is " oh the point of life is to live a happy and wonderful life".
Is it really that simple or we haven't even figured a proper answer to the question at all.
If you're like me I just think "oh man I fuking hate my life" most of the day. Or I just guess only suicidal people think that way.
But whatever , I feel like if the point of life was only to live a happy life why are we so fucking sad all the time , does that mean I not living my life properly, what am I doing wrong.
Right now I'm just writing this shit just to feel IAM doing something useful. I guess this makes me kinda not sad .but I wouldn't tell that this makes me happy.
I mean I heard that the path to "happiness is just within you" like people consider like it's a switch that people on and off when the like and the reason because someone is sad because of
the fact they don't choose to be happy. I'm sure you and me can definitely agree this is not how this works. I mean if you're Mom died you cannot just choose to be happy or sad.
Considering that you really loved your mom. You'll obviously feel sad right.