I'm done forgiving people
I forgave the people who hurt me the most, and they hurt me again and again and again.
I have lost rings to the people I loved and trusted most
They broke the promises the rings represented.
I have spent too many nights crying myself to sleep
There are nights when I get little to no sleep because my anxiety will act up
I'm done giving rings
I'm done with promises
I'm done letting the people I love damage me because I cared for them and I loved them.
All I did was love
All I did was be kind and defend myself and tell them the truth
Now they hate me.
Now I lost a friend and a lover to them over reacting and cheating on me.
I'm done with this.
I'm done with life.
I pray for the end of school to come sooner so I can leave everything behind
I think of death
I think of the thrill of falling after a bridge jumped off of
I can't wait for the day I don't have to suffer anymore
But I have to wait
I must wait for my time to leave this wretched school and these wicked people
I will finally be at home
I will finally be at peace
Goodbye, you sick sons and daughters of bitches who hurt me
You are out of my life and I will never see you again.