Heart on Fire
Heart on Fire pain stories
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Your new love sets my heart in flames... why can’t it be me?

Heart on Fire

When I saw you this morning Standing over him Like you used to stand over me You lit a match over my heart

I’m not sure If I want to pound your face with my fists

Or shove you against a wall and kiss you Until you can’t remember his name

Leaving you Was the most painful event I’ve ever experienced

Leaving you Was the easiest choice I’ve ever made

Imagine Rekindling so much pain And hatred And repressed memories

Imagine Rekindling so much pain With one look your way

When you looked at him Like he was me My soul twisted Into knotted spaghetti

When you looked at him Like he was me My soul twisted Into knotted spaghetti And you held the twirling fork

Half of this is I didn’t even realize How much this jealousy Controls me

And I know this isn’t right I know you are allowed to move on I know I can’t expect you To wait at my heels

Why does a part of me Still long for you to come back Why does a part of me Still taste you on my lips

When I hear stories Of the two of you

When I hear stories Of the two of you A burning

When I hear stories Of the two of you A burning seething

When I hear stories Of the two of you A burning seething rage

When I hear stories Of the two of you A burning seething rage Comes over me

I want to rip out my mind And my bleeding heart And throw them into the sea So I can forget The way you looked at him

Is it wrong That I want to find out Everything about him And deliver them to your door On a silver platter

That I want to find His every weakness And every mistake And tear them open For you to see him bleed

I tell myself I just want to you to be safe

I tell myself I just want you to be happy

How do I turn around And slam the door On my own thoughts And say /stop/

How do I accept That it isn’t for me to decide What keeps you safe What makes you happy

How do I accept That I’m not yours And you aren’t mine Anymore

How do I extinguish

This heart on fire

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