As soon as the sun goes down,
in my sadness and tears I drown.
Everything I pushed down through the day,
comes up and I just pray.
Please nobody hears me crying,
Please nobody notice that I am dying.
I lose myself in my head,
when am I finally dead?
The night is the time where I can be myself,
But when I look at me I want to be someone else.
I just want to end this life,
slip my wrist with a knife.
Try again in a new one,
because with this life I am done.
I hope that the end is coming,
all my feelings are numbing.
Oh please I want to go,
but until then I will cry in my pillow.