Let me explain the situation: today I woke up and still sleepy, I logged in Commaful. Then suddenly one of my stories wasn’t there anymore: ‘Bare Heart’ (that I really loved because I had written it for someone very special in my life).
When I noticed what I had done, I was really upset. As I said, that poem meant a lot to me. Unluckily, I can’t even find a draft of it, so I’ll try to rewrite it as soon as I finish this.
Then I also deleted one of my other stories (the one I had posted before ‘Bare Heart’), which was called ‘The Ocean’ (it was a short allegorical love poem). Luckily, I have my drafts of this one.
I’ll be reposting both of them later today, but I feel truly so desperate. COULDN’T I JUST BE MORE CAREFUL?!
Anyway, when I’m sleepy, I tend to do things without noticing, so I’ll be more careful when I log in Commaful. And most importantly, NEXT TIME I WON’T LOG SO EARLY IN THE MORNING WHEN I’M BASICALLY STILL SLEEPING.
One last thing, 3rd part of ‘Paper Souls’ will be published at 9 pm today (UK time). Hopefully, I won’t delete that too. It took me a while to be satisfied with it.
Thanks for reading. Now I’ll go cry for the loss of my other two stories...